#I wanna share the joy with people darnit

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here's a messy little thing I scribbled while I tried to think of ideas and plot points for one of the longfics I'm working on.

If you're curious, here's the scene it was based on:

Once the flames and their light had receded, Xie Lian could make out a figure kneeling on the ground. A slender young man, wearing tattered dark robes, his black hair falling loose upon his back and shoulders. His form was flickering, a clear sign that he was not human.

Xie Lian broke through his bindings by shattering the rod he was bound to against the rocks. He stood up from the ground, careful as he walked closer to the figure. Just then, Ruoye zipped past Xie Lian, startling him a little. It came back and looped around him in an apology, before it leaped at the ghost and looped around him as well, patting his head in a clear reprimand. With how familiar Ruoye was acting, there was little doubt as to who this could be. Yet, Xie Lian needed to make sure.

“Xiao Hua?”

The ghost lifted his head, mismatched eyes looking up at him, joy and awe only barely concealed behind a veil of disorientation. Xie Lian was momentarily stunned at the sight of the crimson eye, mesmerized in kind by the fairness of the young man's face; his features were ones that many would be envious of.

“Are you... you're really that ghost fire?”

The ghost smiled, as he kept staring up at Xie Lian. He seemed confused, but soon enough, he nodded.

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Our Panic! At the Disco Concert Experience

This is a personal post guys. Hope you don’t mind! Admins Daria, Socks, and Disappointment went recently and we wanted to share our favorite parts. Enjoy! (feat. the assorted names for Brendon Urie)

Admin Daria’s thoughts

EVERYONE WHO WENT LOOKED SUPER COOL AND VERY FRIENDLY (fun fact: we started singing history maker from yoi and someone joined us ^^.)

Note: my ass has never danced so hard in my LIFE, my vocal chords did not last, and my ears could not hear for an entire day. i felt amazing

i also realized im capable of crying happy tears? more than once??

Saint Motels has the coolest sounding shit. Good vibes right there

The chick from Misterwives seemed so sweet, adorable, cool, and awesome 

Brendon: “You’re like a fucking frat house” *begins to dab viciously in imitation of a frat boy* “sUP BRAH SUP BRAH” Me: wHEEZE

Dallon was so cute oml, save me. HIS HAIR KEPT FLOPPING AROUND AND ASDFGHJKL (Im a bit sad that dallon didn’t interact much but he seemed into it so im happy that he’s happy)

After Girls/Girls/Boys, Breadbin was like “oh i don’t wanna get political…” then the little shit says “Donald Trump is a fucking idiot and he can suck my dick :))”

Old man beebo reminisces of the days his parents played vinyl around the house while they did chores

KENNETH SLAYING THE GUITAR. ALSO KENNETH ROCKING OUT THE BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY GUITAR SOLO WHILST STANDING ON A MOTHERFUCKING PIANO?? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???

Dalllooooonnnnn. Bless him. He was doing cute little hand movements during the beginning of Bohemian Rhapsody and my heart hurts

Dallon jamming was just everything. (god, have i mentioned how much i love dallon weekes?)

Bden dancing and doing a backflip. Also, him being extra. 

DANNNNNNNN. STOP KILLING ME WITH THE DROOOMMMMSSS

the bass was so strong. and so good. can i just say that i find all instruments sexy? 

Kenneth interacted with us and gave people high-fives

tHE SAXPHONE BRO NEEDS TO BE APPRECIATED

intense smirking

Brandon Urine handing out compliments made me want to cry

the goddamn crowd during Girls/Girls/Boys (im posting a pic later)

tHE BACKUP VOCALS. DALLON’S VOICE AHHHH (im a dallon enthusiast, is there a problem?)

forehead expressing his appreciation for us :’)

mah bois hips don’t lie

I legit yelled "you own my ass" out loud... kinda regret it now

Admin Socks’ thoughts

THE FLOOR WAS SO FREAKING STICKY 

 THE HIGH NOTES THOUGH 

saint motel was SO GOOD 10/10 would have gone to a concert of just them

those songs from the 70s made me feel nostalgic even though I wasn’t alive 

I was one of the few in space buns?? I expected more 

GIRLS/GIRLS/BOYS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL WITH ALL THE HEARTS 

 ok, but out of the THOUSANDS of people, I was standing in line and noticed that the person next to me was MY FRICK FRACKING CHILDHOOD MUSIC TEACHER LIKE WTF ARE THE CHANCES

OH NO there are goldfish all over the floor of my car

GOSHDARNIT THEY ALL LOOKED G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S

merch merch merch merch merch yes please

when the first opening act came on I stood there gaping for a solid minute before whispering to myself “i’m here”

everywhere we went it was like this: “oh there’s your shirt” “someone has on the same shirt as you” “darnit I see someone with the same shirt as me” “look a whole flock with the same shirt”

I shouted “yassss queen” a few bajillion times

I ACTUALLY sang the bad words *gasps* so scandalous

I saw a bunch of pride flags and that just kinda filled my heart with joy :)

Admin Daria actually cried right next to me

SHOUTOUT TO THE GIRLS IN FRONT OF US WHO JOINED IN ON HISTORY MAKER AND THEN GAVE US THEIR SPARE HEARTS (my heart swells for all you nice wonderful people)

I tried to listen to what I sounded like when I was screaming and it was BAD. BAD I tell you

WHEN THE PIANO FIRST APPEARED I SCREAMED “YAY BRENDON YAY PIANO”

when I got in the car my mom was like “oh I bought the whole set-list and a few more songs if you’d like to listen to them” and I was just like “afjbvjk bwkbc yes please”

contrary to popular belief too weird to live too rare to die is my favorite album so I was glad that there were songs from that at the concert

my MOM had a better seat then me ... my MOM

that place had really bad service

we were all “SUP BRAH” and unironically dabbing in the parking lot

but seriously this was one of the best experiences of my life and I actually just layed on the floor when I got home and was like “omigod omigod omigod I just saw Panic! At the Disco omigod omigod I'm gonna die omigod”

Admin Disappointment’s thoughts 

CRYING LOTS OF CRYING 

LIKE WTF WHY SO MANY TEARS

 Yelling 

Singing off key 

Low key judging the people arriving late at the concert 

Eating a bag of goldfish 

Getting sick because of the excitement 

“BEEEEEEBOOOOOOO” “I hope this doesn’t show up on the video” 

Crying even more 

“sUP BRUH”

 Terrible videography skills 

Knowing all the songs

 “Donald Trump is a fucking idiot”

 Yelling across the room saying “I like your shirt” 

“You need to stop” 

Out of control 10/10 embarrassing to go to a concert with